Hi Bonnie!
I’d like to speak to the laziness/ fear thing, mostly because I deeply identify with these emotions. So first, I want to thank you for being vulnerable! It was a strange, immediate relief in my own heart to know that I’m not the only one. And of course, when I say it out loud (and maybe this was true for you, too), it seems obvious that OF COURSE I wasn’t the only one! Still, though, I just want to say thank you for sharing. I had more to say but… ran out of time lol