Your money or your vote

Elections are coming up. They happen about once a year. People fly all the time. We buy takeout and bottled water all the time. We buy cars all year round and fill up our gas tanks daily. Which of your actions impacts the world more: voting once a year or two or spending thousands of dollars every year on polluting industries that grow from our purchases, infiltrate government, control legislation, and tell everyone they're providing goods and services people want? As long as we pay them, they're right. They don't buy their own products. We do. They're doing what we pay for. We pay for what they're doing. We don't have to buy what they sell. None of it is necessary for living and thriving.…

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Notes on aging, part 2

Context: Decades ago I used to go out clubbing and dancing. Back then I'd go out a couple weekends a month. Now I went once since the pandemic, and the last time before would have been years ago. A friend said he got tickets for a big DJ playing in Brooklyn and invited me to join. I didn't know the DJ since I don't know anything about the scene today. I asked him if he knew how old the crowd would be. Would they be young? He responded, "they'll be younger than us." I said, "But will they be young? . . . They could still be 45." I don't know how funny that observation comes off in writing, but it killed us: We laughed…

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Vegan restaurants and doof

There are a lot more vegan restaurants around. I've visited a few. As best I can tell, they're taking packaged fake meats and other things prepared elsewhere and putting them together. I haven't found one that serves mostly vegetables or seems to honor nature and the art and craft of preparing food. Does this veggie burger look like they made it in the store or assembled things made elsewhere? Do you think they cut the fries in the store? It looks like doof. I don't mind someone making a vegan cheese steak, but I don't think a restaurant serving this one has much raw ingredients delivered. I'm not saying all vegan food has to be healthy or meet my interests, but for me to enjoy…

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639: Bruce Robertson and Milad Mousavian: Carbon Capture and Storage Is Not a Climate Solution

I learned of Bruce and Milad's Institute for Energy Economics and Financial Analysis (IEEFA) report, The Carbon Capture Crux – Lessons Learned, with fascination since I held out for carbon capture to be one of the major potential solutions to climate change. Though climate is only one of the many environmental problems risking civilization, it's one of the big ones. I contacted them to learn what could work or not. Many projections take for granted that today's unproven technologies will work in time to help, but our wanting them to work doesn't mean they will. In our conversation, we talked about their findings and what they meant. Sadly, the results aren't pretty. As they said “as a solution to tackling catastrophic rising emissions in its…

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Poor wittle American can’t wait to buy coffee in a mug or drink water from a tap

Abraham Lincoln's quote keeps becoming more meaningful: “Nothing is more damaging to you than to do something that you believe is wrong.” As long as we do something we know is wrong, we will do whatever it takes to avoid confronting our internal conflict. We will suppress, deny, and lie to maintain our false ignorance. He didn't say it's bad. He said it's the most damaging thing you can do to yourself. He saw what happens when half a nation does something it knows is wrong. We all pollute. We are seeing what happens when everyone does something we know hurts people, generally for our comfort and convenience. Every day, everywhere, people walk with disposable coffee cups, as if they didn't add up to quadrillions:…

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You don’t think individual action works? How about any action at all?

Context: People consistently push back on the suggestion of them acting more sustainably, especially environmentalists and liberals, claiming that individual action doesn't achieve meaningful results, as if acting sustainably was a burden or chore. Since when did acting in harmony with nature become so onerous? Why pretend to care about the environment if you don't like it so much? New view: How about any action at all? Nearly no American is doing anything meaningful. Most who think they are doing something meaningful are doing counterproductive things where they mean well but achieve the opposite, what I call "stepping on the gas, thinking it's the brake, wanting congratulations." People who don't understand systems don't see how, for example, carbon offsets increase greenhouse emissions. But most are…

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638: Mat Johnson: Exploring and Expressing Identity

Longtime listeners know I spent some formative years in some rough neighborhoods in Philadelphia. In researching them for my upcoming book, I discovered the many-award-winning book Loving Day by Mat Johnson took place largely a block from where I lived. His Wikipedia page showed he went to grade school with my stepbrother and stepsister. I read and loved Loving Day, which not only described my neighborhood, it explored it through race, which I was looking to understand, and it was raw and vulnerable, which I struggle to create in my writing. It opens: "In the ghetto there is a mansion, and it is my father's house." That house was a block from my home. Loving Day led me to read his books Pym, Incognegro, and…

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Month Six Disconnected From the Electric Grid in Manhattan

Today begins my sixth month disconnected from the electric grid. I didn't think I would make it more then a couple days when I started. Instead, I've found the experience liberating and joyful. Not hurting other people eases the conscience. In fact, connecting with them through taking more personal responsibility for how I affect them, including you, mitigated through the environment. It's a sustainability leadership exercise first and foremost. More than half the world lives in cities and I'd wager the majority believe, as I did before trying, that what I'm doing is impossible and not joyous. You can't lead someone else to live by values you live the opposite of, partly why there are effectively no leaders in sustainability and why no one knows…

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On when I should stop picking up litter in Washington Square Park

The cops have cleaned Washington Square Park somewhat of its heavier drug use and dealing. I've talked to a few of the cops and they aren't all from the local precinct. Some came from elsewhere in the city. I talked to one from the Bronx. It sounds like word got around the city that it was worth it to act on the lawlessness, though I've heard there's plenty extra lawlessness in the Bronx too. I've wondered: when will I stop picking up litter from the northwest corner every day. I started in reaction to the drugs taking over that corner and the insane amounts of garbage fentanyl, meth, and crack users create around them. The picture below is of Washington Square Park, though not the…

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637: Holly Whitaker: Overcoming Addiction, Embracing Freedom

I read Holly's book because I see us as a society and individuals addicted to what pollution brings. What can we learn from someone who overcame a different addiction? Holly's book is the opposite of a downer. It's spirited, researched, personal, and engaging. She reveals with infectious anger how society profited at wrecking her life, telling her poison was normal and good. Most of all, she shares how before stopping her addiction she thought sobriety looked impossible to achieve and boring if she did, but after sobriety, she loved life beyond what she could have imagined and beyond what an addiction-based society conditioned her to expect. We live in a society built on addiction. We created it. Almost every sentence in her book applies directly…

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Thoughts climbing eleven flights of stairs twice a day to charge my battery from sunlight

For the first couple days, I was still getting used to it and wondering how things would go. Later, it became a ritual, like my morning and evening calisthenics, giving structure to my life. Also, have you noticed how when movies have monks, they often show a scene of them mopping the floor, or some repetitive task that for a monk becomes mindful? Like that. Lately I've been thinking, "Why can't I be like a normal American and drive a car to a gym and use a Stairmaster?" I consider damning with faint praise an art form.

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636: Mark P. Mills, part 1: “Renewables” aren’t renewable

Mark is a physicist who went into business around the environment. There aren't many of us, so I think you'll hear a rapport we enjoyed that I think you'll enjoy too. We indulge in physicist talk. I contacted him because I found his reports on what solar and wind---what I don't see how we can call renewable, green, or clean energy sources---require in their manufacture, transportation, installation, decommissioning, and more. Many fans of such technologies gloss over their problems, which seems to me irresponsible. If we are not honest about them we will make mistakes. Partisanship is a problem when there are testable answers to how much a particular solar installation or strategy to lower emissions works. Mark looks at possible futures but also returns…

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Stood up in the rain by a homeless guy with AIDS

Last week, while I picked up litter in Washington Square Park, a guy approached me and asked, "Why do you do it?" Before I could answer, he continued, "Really, I've seen you do it and wonder why you do it." He told me his name was Dave. Before I could answer again, he continued and talked about values, where this country is going, integrity, and things like that. We got to talking about doing what one thinks is right, our childhoods, litter, and more. He told me he's homeless and has AIDS. I told him my motivations for doing it, including how this nation has abandoned Do Unto Others As You Would Have Them Do Unto You (the Golden Rule), Leave It Better Than You…

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How polluters see nature versus how non-polluters do

I just watched a documentary, La Foret d’Ebo. One of the people who lives in the Ebo forest in Cameroon says: “The Ebo forest requires strong protection, for us and for generations to come. I never would have thought that one day someone would try to sell the Ebo forest. Ever since I found out I have been wondering why. If we are alive today, it is only because of the forest.” Repeating for emphasis: "If we are alive today, it is only because of the forest." Compare Alex Epstein's The Moral Case for Fossil Fuels. He wrote, "One crucial truth is that climate is naturally volatile and dangerous. Absent a modern, developed civilization, any climate will frequently overwhelm human beings with climate-related risks—extreme heat,…

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Score! I found new fruit to forage in the park around the corner

I was sitting on a bench in the park. I looked up and saw the tree whose trunk was in front of me and branches above had lots of yellow berry-like fruit on it. All the branches were too high to reach. Then I looked down and saw fruits all over the ground. I know from experience last summer to respect wild berries, but I was curious. This park is curated and city-owned, so I doubt they'd take on the liability of growing a poisonous plant. Still, last August's experience was life-changingly awful. I picked up a few of the fruits, cleaned one off, and took the tiniest nibble I could. It tasted like apple, though more tart and stringent. It looked vaguely like an…

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Why do people apologize to me when they pollute?

Often when someone tells me about flying somewhere, buying doof, or other polluting they apologize to me. I'm not being hurt, or not nearly as much as poor people, people in poor countries where we dump our waste and extract resources from, kids forced into child labor sometimes slavery, future generations, and wildlife. There's no question they're paying to accelerate these problems. They barely affect me. Why don't they apologize to the people they hurt? If they apologize to me, not them, I don't think they're really sorry. How can they confuse the messenger with their hurting others so much? I'm not promoting sustainability for personal gain. I can make a lot more money with a PhD in physics and an MBA than trying to…

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I act more like Uruguay’s President than the average American, environmentally, according to the NY Times

Several friends and readers pointed me to recent long article in the New York Times, What Does Sustainable Living Look Like? Maybe Like Uruguay by Noah Gallagher Shannon. Does this paragraph describing and quoting the country's president sound familiar? [Uruguayan President José] Mujica harbored another deeper belief too. For years, he had been arguing that the “blind obsession to achieve growth with consumption” was the real cause of the linked energy and ecological crises. In speeches, he pushed his people to reject materialism and embrace Uruguay’s traditions of simplicity and humility. “The culture of the West is a lie,” he told me. “The engine is accumulation. But we can’t pretend that the whole world can embrace it. We would need two or three more planets.”…

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Sustainability and mating

A friend told me he thought of me and my sustainability leadership work with concern while reading the book The Mating Mind. He described it as describing the implications and effects of sexual selection in evolution. He started with the example of peacocks having elaborate tails. Sexual selection suggests that the tails that make them easy targets for predators indicate all its other genes are fit, so a potential mate attracted to big tails will more likely give birth to healthy children more likely to have more grandchildren. The upshot: animals evolve sexual attraction to some properties that seem maladaptive. There's a lot more detail than I'll go into here. My friend told me one property of traits like peacock's tails across the animal kingdom…

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634: Donald Robertson, part 1: Thinking in Systems (a third listener episode)

Don regularly reads my blog. We've emailed for years so after inviting to record episodes with other listeners, I invited him. We both find a systems perspective the most effective way to understand and act on our environmental problems. I enjoyed talking to him about systems. Many people see them as technical, to the extent they get the view at all, but you don't have to work with them that long to see they are how to understand the environment and how we can act on it effectively. The alternative is to keep proposing solutions that sound nice but exacerbate our problems, things like trying to reduce carbon emissions alone, carbon offsets, recycling, chasing efficiency, and plans that accelerate the system and its polluting results.…

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Why Abraham Lincoln said “I claim not to have controlled events, but confess plainly that events have controlled me.”

What did Abraham Lincoln mean when he said "I claim not to have controlled events, but confess plainly that events have controlled me."? Doesn't everyone recognize him as one of the nation's and history's great leaders? Doesn't that mean he was a great man and figured out what to do? You might think coming up with the Emancipation Proclamation and Thirteenth Amendment required great genius. On the contrary, he couldn't have come up with any of his actions or plans without living at the right time. As he put it, "the logic and moral power of Garrison and the anti-slavery people of the country and of the army have done it all." From the perspective of leadership, leaders don't have all the answers. Challenging situations…

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First report: Yesterday’s Bronx Workshop on Living Off the Grid in New York City

Yesterday morning I packed up a lot of stuff: my pressure cooker, solar panels, battery, and enough food for a bunch of people, and took the subway to the Bronx to give a workshop. Maybe fifty pounds total, but worth it. Drew Garden, in particular, one of my favorite spots in New York City, partly for its beauty, partly for the people who make it happen. Often when I talk about sustainability, people not from the Bronx try to lecture me about how people in the Bronx can't do what they're doing. Good thing no one told them! Instead of helplessly accepting the status quo, they cleaned a forlorn dump and turned it into an emerald gem, growing all manner of fruit, vegetables, herbs, chickens,…

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635: John Biewen, part 2: Turning off screens at 8pm

Do you keep your screens by your bed? Do you find yourself running in circles like: Twitter to email to latest news to Facebook to Instagram to Twitter and repeating the cycle forever? John shares his results committing to turning off his screens no matter what at 8pm a couple nights a week. Do you imagine it would affects his relationship with his wife, with whom he watched shows and movies? Would he get more anxious or less? Read more or sleep earlier? What do you think you would do? He shared what worked, what challenged things he needed to do for work, feelings of addiction. Toward the end he generalized to patriarchy, hierarchy, race, and leadership. Before recording we planned to keep the conversation…

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Another month with zero kilowatt hours to my apartment

Pollution hurts people. I polluted less in the past four or five months than ever before. Not polluting connects with people and cultures. Why don't we try more? Here's the bill: What my sustainability leadership will lead to If you think what I'm doing is pointless or won't add up, you don't know how leadership works. At the very least, some people will think "You can do that? I want to try." And they'll outperform me. Living by your values is not sufficient to lead others but it's necessary. While it becomes easy to live sustainably (with practice), it can be hard to split with mainstream culture, but it's rewarding when that culture opposes values like Do Unto Others As You Would Have Them Do…

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A Couple Ways I Avoid Cell Phone and Other Addiction

A few small ways I avoid the cell phone causing craving. One: When I'm walking and feel the urge to check something on my phone, instead of getting it out, I pick a spot ahead and tell myself I can get it out of my pocket and check it there. I usually pick a distance of a block or two, sometimes more, which means a minute or two later, sometimes five or ten. I'm consistently surprised at how often I find I've passed the spot having forgotten to check my phone. The urge feels so strong and whatever I hope to find out so important that in the moment it comes, I can't imagine forgetting it. A minute later it's gone. It comes back, but…

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Notes on aging, part 1

At over half a century old, I suspect this post will be the first of many observations on aging. When I was younger and heard people talking about things that happen as the body aged, I knew it would happen to me, like getting slower, taking longer to recover, losing strength, losing flexibility, and so on. Those things weren't so bad when it meant I could play ultimate at the elite level. I could always still play summer league. I could run marathons. Even when I couldn't run marathons, I could still exercise regularly. The first big thing that hit me that wasn't just not being near my peak was my first injury that my experience told me would take a week or two to…

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